emoshit

2006-08-27T17:56:00.000+08:00

It took
one look
and forever lay out in front of me

One smile
then I died
only to be revived by you

There I was
thought I had everything
figured out
goes to show just how much I know
bout the way life plays out

i take one step away
and I find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only
you..

Now I know
that I know not a thing at all
except the fact that I am yours
and that you are mine

Oh,
if you told me that this wouldn't be easy
and Oh,
I'm not one to complain

Quote of the day:

Your the one.

Chocolate-o

2006-08-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ripped this off MsnToday.
Unmeltable(in the sun) chocolate!!!(((:

Quote of the day:
Walking skeletons. oh joy.

Sunday!!!!

2006-07-31T20:15:00.000+08:00

WARNING!! LONG POST AHEAD!!
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So Anyways, went for deliverence like yesterday and shit.
Still dont feel delivered enough yet ah.
Must be some emotional demon in me. ive been really emo today.
BUT, this is not what im gonna blog bout.
I went to mummmumm with daddy after service yesterday then went to play and shit. hhaha.
SPAS PICS!!(Dont kill me daddy)

HOTASS!!(notice he is wearing two belts.)

My fav pic((: Editedduh He looks soubercute!!

So anyways, After that my mother brought me downtown cuz she had something to do there...

And i went window shopping. Well sorta not really, cuz i did buy something.. heh. what?..i cant help it can?

Cool shades. i wanted to buy them for you. But they were the last piece and they were screwed))):

NEW SHADES!! SO SHEEK RIGHT?((:

(I edited the pic so i can look dreamy-ish.heh.yupp i do have no life.)

iheartthem<33

I. seriously. have. no. life.

I thought was amusing though.

Guess how much those pair of shades cost??

They cost an effing $8.50.

So doesnt look cheap right?!! i know i know, Hilary has got taste.

p.s. look at "me" on left hand side of page. Got new "artistic" pic...

Quote of the day:

It's time i run far far away

Find comfort in pain

All pleasures the same

SHOPPING.

2006-07-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

Got so many things to blog bout siall.
Like omgosh.
i went shopping.
Met weird poeple.
Talked to weirdo on msn.
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WENT SHOPPING WITH MUMMYDEARESTornot.!!
So hey, this is just gonna be a picture post. which people like, apparently.
here goes.!!

Stuffies i bought((:

1)SUPERCUTEBRA!!!!!

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RightBraCup.(:

Matchingpanties.

2)Nice Striped bra. Nautical... me like-y.

3)Lime green Bra that says "JUNGLEJUNGLE!". kinky.

4)Some cheapo bag from Robinsons.PVC.

5)MYFAV. Tapered jeans!! Her name is "patty ann", And her dad's levi's. I'm so going lessie for her.

6)Face cleanser and face lotiony thingy. They smell like baby's bottom.

MSN CONVO WITH PERVO STRANGER.

I cant remember exactly so this is sorta what went on

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Pervo says:

No boob?

Me says:

Whats wrong?

Pervo says:

Nothings wrong.. heee..

Pervo says:

Your just so humble.. heee...

Pervo says:

B0o./

Me says:

Fuck off pervo

Pervo says:

Fuck your mother

-goes offline-

quote of the day:

I'll stand by you

BURN

2006-07-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

All you fucking hot people.
I.HATE.YOU.
You make me feel fucking depressed.
I HATE feeling depressed.

GIRL ON THE FUCKING BILLABONG POSTER.
EUGENIA TOH.
CHERMAINE AW YONG.
CLARISSE.
JIAYI.
CELESTE CHEN.
DAWN YEO.
MONYEE.
AUDREY.
GERALEINE YAP WAN LING.
HANNAH KOH EN MEI.
SOME OTHER HOT PEOPLE TOO.

You all make me fooking depressed. believe or not.
I wanna die.
I need to exercise.
I hope i die.
yaye.

***edited*****
p.s. I dont really hate hate them. Just envious. Serious, i dont know almost half the people on that list...

quote of the day:
Tomorrow is just another day.

CAMP

2006-07-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP.!!
YESYESYES.
The worst 3days and 2nights ever in my life.

Click here for more!!
*links to QueenAlison's blog(Beatrice looks like me the pic)

random.

2006-07-16T17:46:00.000+08:00

more entertainment...(edited)
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i am not a damn cow, you singaporean slut! is Audreykhookhoojiao
The other person is Tabby.
OKAY START!!
->>

　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　And death won't change me, not ever; Aa God give me
death says:
holy ppllike the 2 of them will have to have sex some time what

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　And death won't change me, not ever; Aa God give me death says:
doesn' tmean u can't start now..

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
no one can resist the strong temptation.

i am not a damn cow, you singaporean slut! says:
i can!

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
BUT THATS CUZ U DO ALOT OF OTHER THINGS.. to like, make up for it

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　Lord, grant me good fortune don't shun me. says:
hilary are u a virgin?

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
YES I AM

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
stop doubting me

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
im so innocent please.

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
just look at me luh

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　Lord, grant me good fortune don't shun me. says:
ahahah aokok

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　Lord, grant me good fortune don't shun me. says:
XD

i am not a damn cow, you singaporean slut! says:
hilary's not a virgin

i am not a damn cow, you singaporean slut! says:
i had sex with her, but she forgot cos i drugged her first

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
Audrey dont go round telling people what we did.

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
it's not very nice.

i am not a damn cow, you singaporean slut! says:
OMG YOU REMEMBERED?!

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
YES I DID.

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
i was pretending to be dead/whatever

i am not a damn cow, you singaporean slut! says:
hahaha you like gothic sex!

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　I tried; you helped: we killed says:
HAHAHAH

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　I tried; you helped: we killed says:
like maguro lah

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
HAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA!!

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
WHO MAGURO

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　I tried; you helped: we killed says:
means "dead fuck"

　　　　　　　　【龍】　0630040 .i`　　　I tried; you helped: we killed says:
like the girl won't move then the guy will just fuck

END!!
Yeahyeah i realised me and Audrey's conversation ALWAYS have something to do with sex.
What. we cant help it can..

Quote of the day:
I do. everyday of my life.

photoshops!!

2006-07-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finally the long awaited(or not) post!!
With pweetty pweetty pictures!!((:
Start, Okay i was bored so i got crazy with photoshop so like, i wanted to know if me and isaiah's child will be ugly not.
So i did this.
OBSERVE.

FROM(dont laugh at my ugly ego pic):

TO:

IF She looks like Daddy.

IF She looks like Mummy but with Daddy's nose.

Dont ask me why the eyes are crossed.):

Daddy's eyes, Daddy's nose, Mummy's disgusting lips.):

Mummy's ugly eyes, Daddy's nose, Daddy's sexy lips.((:

AHHAHAHAA. I REALLY GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

I didnt do a boy cuz i got lazy and i like girls better anyways.

I LOVE YOU DADDY(notmyfather)<3

Quote of the day:

No quote. but there's something else amusing. Surgery gone wrong....

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Entertainment

2006-07-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

Okay.. like i wanted to do a long long post with like pics and stuff.
But like, im lazy so ill do it tomorrow.(((:
Anyways, some entertainment
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Audrey & noboobwoman:

Audrey says:
tab wants to send me gay porn

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
WTH IS WRONG WITH TAB

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
NEVER OFFER ME

Audrey says:
OMG

Audrey says:
you guys

Audrey says:
are

Audrey says:
insane

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
HAHHA IM JK

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
i dont like gay action

just cos you're hot says:
righttt

just cos you're hot says:
hahaha

just cos you're hot says:
lesbian sex is the best

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
yupp

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
i wish we're lesbians

I'll stop the world.<3 http://no-boobwoman.blogspot.com says:
no wait. WE ARE LESBIANS!!

IloveAudreykhookhoojiao.((:

Quote of the day:
You can change your mind a thousand times
But i'll never change mine((:

LOVE

2006-07-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Blogblogblog.!
Hello people.
I'm finally updating again.(yayE)

So yeah i went out with issybaby and crew(flo bandits) today.
haha. Was kinda fun.
WE ATE A HELL LOADS OF BREAD!!
Actually only one loaf.
But still, bread is fattening.
Anyways, the part you all love the most.
PICTURES!!
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hahhaa saw this at esplanade.

The people look like their pulling on her nipples... FUNNY!!

thats isaiah's hand by the way..(:

he likes cheating on me with imaginery people.((:

Special mirrors. the first one makes you look longer.

my love(((:

Quote of the day:

Bread is good. So is you.

i did this. it looks like the guy is blowing in the others face)):

Hell.

2006-07-05T19:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry i havent been blogging for like 37428363826381038years.
But it's cuz i've been having the emo-est days ever in my life.
I'm serious.
And when im emo im normally not in the mood for uploading pictures and all that crap.
And blogging.
And im sure u guys dont wanna see emoness in every post do u.
Currently im feeling super emo.
So dont talk to me or ill go on bout how i wanna die and stuff.
im serious. i do that and people think im going crazy.
which i am.
see what i mean, i dont even know what im talking bout.
I'm so sorry
Satisfying your boredom has to wait now.
Love, hilary.

Quote of the day:
it's the emo epidemic!!!!
grab your pitch forks and torches!!

Title.

2006-07-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

[x] You listen to death metal.
[] You wear mainly black.
[x] You have had 10 or more fights with your
parents/guardians
[] You own a pair of chained pants.
[x] You've cried yourself to sleep.
[x] You do or used to think about suicide.
[x] You've screamed so loud at the top of your
lungs your throat hurt.
TOTAL = 5

[x] You did or still do constantly worry what other
people think
[] You're a transvestite
[] You own at least one metal CD
[x] You buy clothes from hot topic
[x] You'd rather be someone else
[x] You wear black eyeliner/mascara
[x] sometimes even with your friends you're quiet
and sad
[] You cry every day
[x] You cry every week
[] You'd never be seen in pink
[x] You take/used to take drugs.
[] You smoke/Used to...
TOTAL = 5

[x] Right this second you want to die
[x] Your walls are black
[x] You've attempted to starve yourself
[x] You've dyed your hair black
[ ] You've dyed your arm hair
[x] Your computer is full of gothic symbols
[x] You sometimes feel like the whole world is
against you
[x] You stay up late
[] your family couldn't care less about you.
[x] You only leave your room to pee and eat.
[x] You drink/used to drink alcohol.
TOTAL = 9

[x] You wear long sleeves in the summer
[x] You get called emo/scene
[x] At least once a month you shrivel up
and cry
[] You wear spikes
[x] You wear chains
[x] You wear band Tees
[] You own a regular metal CD
[] Your friendster/myspace is black
TOTAL = 5

[x] You hate your siblings
[] You could care less about your looks
[x] You want to be skinnier
[x] Your hair is currently black
[x] You own arm cuffs
[] You pray to the devil
[x] You own at least 2 shirts with sayings
[x] You like the taste of blood
[] You welcome the sight of blood
TOTAL = 6

GRAND TOTAL= 30
Hilary is 60% emo.

Quote of the day:
I never wanna lose you. im sorry.

lying

2006-06-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy

I dont feel emo

I think i'm old enough to handle everything

Let me live

p.s. today is lie-to-yourself-day

Quote of the day:

In the back

In the closets of your mind

thats where skeletons and dirty secrets hide

Now playing.

2006-06-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

Now playing:

David Gray - Please forgive me

So totally ripped it off clapbangkiss

Please forgive me
If I act a little strange
For I know not what I do.
Feels like lightning running through my veins
Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you

Help me out here
All my words are falling short
And there's so much I want to say
Want to tell you just how good it feels
When you look at me that way
When you look at me that way

Throw a stone and watch the ripples flow
Moving out across the bay
Like a stone I fall into your eyes
Deep into that mystery
Deep into some mystery

I got half a mind to scream out loud
I got half a mind to die
So I won't ever have to lose you girl
Won't ever have to say goodbye
I won't ever have to lie
Won't ever have to say goodbye

Please forgive me
If I act a little strange
For I know not what I do
feels like lightning running through my veins

Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you

Quote of the day:

I'll never leave you my baby.<3

FlatchestedGirl.

2006-06-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

EYE.AM.FLAT.CHESTED.
And Audreykhookhoojiao loves me for that cuz she then gets to lie on my fake padded boobiesXB
But anyways,

I GOT VISUAL PROOF OF MY FLATNESS..!!

CHECK.IT.OUT.

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No photoshop, i swear.

It's like nothingness.

To isaiah: "You believe me now?!"

Quote of the day:

feels like lightning running through my veins

everytime i look at you.

BackFromNewZealand

2006-06-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHEY.
Okay so yeah i running out of stuff to blog so im gonna post bout newzealand.
Which was kinda boring by the way.
And something else, your'll find out later.
Here goes!! -->

Newzealand was kinda boring cuz we didnt really go to really exciting places.
We went to some volcano place.
Lava smells like stinky egg. Really. smelly.
There's this place in newzealand(henry road up north if u ever wanna go there) called CANDYLAND

Gah. didnt go there cuz there werent any time to. booshit.

Then there's the really weird/nice pictures i took during the trip...havefun!!

Like i saw so many rainbows.. cuz it was sorta wet there.

number4's my fav one(((:

Outside the male toilet i saw this.

Yes, i took a picture of it cuz it looks like giant penis art.

And Fyi, it was outside the Female toilet too. XB

Eating places in newzealand.

Your get to like, eat inside the plane, how cool right.?!!

NewZealand= Sheep+cheap+alchohol

Emo eeyore vs. toothead eeyore.

I thought if u put the colour of the two gummies together, u get my nail colour!!((:

What, i was BOREDTOTEARS okay?!

The very weird/cool stuff u can buy from NewZealand.ooolala.

Yupp pee pole. thats my newzealand trip for you.

Boring and pointless.sorta like my existence in this world.

past

2006-06-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

okay. I'm back from new zealand.
It was bad so i decided not to upload any pictures from there.
Instead i was looking through my pictures in my com for my art project.
And i found alot of old photos... of me LOOKING skinny etc etc. Sorta like an illusion.
enjoy -->>

I LOOK SO SKINNY HERE. ITS SCARY.

i photoshopped the eyeliner. can u tell?

EMO. hahahahahah.

Valentines day((:

We got the milk bottles. i still have it((: i wanna take it out now.

Okay the next 2pics are done by me.

For mydarlingGeral. she didnt like it though.

She thought it was scary, and yeah i sorta think its scary too.

BEFORE-->

AFTER-->

oooo. scariiiieeee.

Quote of the day:

Cry on my shoulder,

im a friend.

boring

2006-06-17T17:27:00.000+08:00

Using the hotel com for internet.
2bucks for 15min...
the com here fucking sucks. seriously.
the fucking keyboard sucks balls and all.
So anyways, im gonna be leavin in two days time.

From this moment on, i will not edit what i type. so u guys can see how much this bloody keyboard sucks..

kay. so anywys, its stil very cold. and im issing him like damn mch.
An my bloody intrnt is running out o tim.
beby peop.
told y this boody om sucks bloody bals... whehee im coming home and seeing y bby soon!!!! ((:

in new zealand.

2006-06-13T17:23:00.000+08:00

Hellooo.
Yuppyupp. In new zealand blogging now.
So far, this place sucks.
Your like, freezing 24/7.
The plane ride wasnt any better, i didnt sleep for 9hours.
Couldnt get to sleep.
Imagine like, not sleeping till 7plus am.
My eyes were seriously dying....
And, i really really miss you<3.

The wind however, will make u look super emo, especially if u gots like fringed hair like me and your walking with your hands in your pocket. emo. me like.

Second thing.
What's up with people and ego pictures??
Seriously, i hate it.

"Like yeah, we all know your drop dead gorgeous already, like stop fucking rubbing it in our faces?!?!?!"

I'm not gonna deny i do take pictures of myself. But thats on special days... like when i look skinny in something or its for humour or something. And i dont even show the world, most of the time i delete them.

I hate how i look. really.

And i find it fucking demoralizing and sad when your with someone who is OBVIOUSLY better off than you and saying their fugly.

It makes me cry(mostly on pms-y days.)

And it makes me really sad when u see someone really skinny and u tell someone else and that person goes:

"Same size what."

"She's so fat luh!"

Like hello?!?! exegerrating a bit much.

Okay actually this has no link to ego picturing.

SO as i was saying, seeing really gorgeous people(or talking about them) makes Hilary a very sad girl.

I see gorgeous people on the streets, i wish i'm like them, and i just feel like crying. all.the.time.

Quote of the day:
People who like taking pictures of yourselves,
go ahead. it's fine with me.

Hellohello.

2006-06-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

People. I'm leaving now.
Gonna miss u guys.
Especially khookhoo jiao, feline and patt.

And Especially especially my baby Isaiah, gonna miss u real bad.
kiss for u((((:
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"mwah!"

my face looks disgusting here.

love you loads and loads.

Dont forget me k? <3

NEW ZEALAND BABY.!

2006-06-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

People.
I wont be blogging for bout a week.

Cuz, i'll be in winter-y NEW ZEALAND.!!

Dont miss me too much yeah?
I'll try to post if there's connection in my hotel room.
I'll be back to upload some pretty pictures too yeah?
See ya when i get back!!

Fun Fun Fun.

2006-06-11T13:56:00.000+08:00

Found this dam cool thingy..
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A- Damn good in bed
B-You are always fun when it comes to meetingnew people.
C- You are wild and crazy
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
F-People totally adore you
G-Love is something you deeply believe in.
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass ;p
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L-You are so damn sexy *HAWT!!*
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
O-You love foreplay
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- Your very talkative
S-People think you are so sexy
T-You are the best in bed.
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters/rockers alive
Z- your lovable
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H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass ;p
L-You are so damn sexy *HAWT!!*
A- Damn good in bed
R- Your very talkative
Y-One of the hardest gangsters/rockers alive

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Y's kinda stupid.
Everything else is perfectly accurate.:B HAHAHA.
i'm just joking people. i know my place.

Quote of the day:
hello. i sorta ran out of quotes for a while. :B

people can be so weird sometimes...

2006-06-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today went out with baby.
Met GERALEINE.
For like the first time in 82628182189822317 years!!! i know!!! was dam happy can?
She was with Caleb ahemahem.
Then we saw stella!! whee.
So anyways, like the rest of the day was spent with baby.
Was kinda boring... but its okay cuz we got to spend precious time together right?hopefully :\

So anyways, people in Singapore are seriously weird.
Or nice, you'll get what i mean later.

So me and Issy were at the bus stop together.
And like, were at the corner, but, i swear we werent doing anything abnormal.
And, i realised the seats next to us were totally empty!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA.!
Like, at least 3metre apart.
Maybe they were just being nice and leaving us to alone time, otherwise their just plain weird.
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Before he left...

And two seconds after he left...

WHAT A DIFFERENCE!!. RIGHT?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. SINGAPOREANS. no wait, i'm a singaporean!! phoohoo i suck.

Anyways, got this dam cute video of my doggie woggie bloody attacking the vacuum cleaner.

It's kinda noisy cuz of the vacuum sound u might wanna turn the volume down a little.

Quote of the day:
I'll stop the world and melt with you!
i promise ill love you baby, even if u stop loving me tomorrow.

SO SEXY CAN?

2006-06-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

OKAY. Audrey is seriously making me crazy.
-Firstly, i know this is like the 3rd time im posting for today.
She's making me blog-obsessed.
-And secondly, i just went bra shopping, AGAIN.
She's making me boob-obsessed. You know, apart from the fact that i was already boob-obsessed before.
-And thirdly, I WANT KINKY PANTIES!! With like, lace and kinky shit like that or whatever.
Seriously, i am literally so in love with kinky panties that i was like, MOLESTING them(thekinkypantiesfyi.) just now at the lingerie section of taka.(((((((:
By that way, that had nothing to do with Audrey, i just like blaming her for my weird liking for kinky/horny/whatever shits.

The top one's just plain grey, for school.)):

But the second one's a black lacy one. Sexy. Me like-y.

I'm gonna get black matching kinky panties. And no one can stop me. haw haw haw.

Told you im going crazy.

Quote of the day:
Unleash the horny beast within... MMEEEEOOOWWW!!

2006-06-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

i know this is like the second time im posting but,
i forgot to tell u guys i lost weight again!!
LOOK!!
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39.5kgs!!
3.5kgs to ideal weight.(((:

Oh and this is how much i love Audrey khookhoojiao.

I breast you dick! <3

SO SEXY.!

2006-06-09T04:30:00.000+08:00

So i went bra shopping with Audrey khookhoo jiao muhlove yesterday!!
Bought like 2 boob-related things and took neos.
But like, i had to go home early cuz my dad decided to get pissed with me)): GAH.

So anyways, This place in bugis that sold totally sexy bras are having 60%Off.certain items.
And me and Khookhoojiao like went there to buy stuff. Actually i did all the buying. oolala.
Like, khookhoojiao just makes me horny, and she blames me. oh well.
I BOUGHT NIPPIES(nipple shield whatever shit thing)!! THEIR SOOOOO CUTE LIKE, THEIR SHAPED LIKE LIPS.!!

Issy: "So now u not only have a talking pussy u have talking nipples too!! hahahahaha."

Me: "-.- EYE DO NOT HAVE A TALKING PUSSY.!(Or nipples)"

So sexy right? Dont my underwear just turn you on?

Yeah i know they do. Cuz their oh-so-sexy.

Here's some proof of Audrey's innocence displayed in public(outside a neoprint booth)...

SO INNOCENT RIGHT. I KNOW.

*For more pictures: click here

(links to Audrey khookhoojiao muhlove's blog)

Quote of the day:

Audrey khoo aka khoo khoo jiao makes people horny.

Beware....!

i'm in love.

2006-06-08T16:20:00.000+08:00

omgosh. i know this sounds really REALLY cheesy.
but baby,

iloveyou.((:

So as u can see i've dedicated this whole entire post no non-other than my beloved baby, Isaiah Chua Wen Xiang!

No one really reads my blog, including isaiah anyways so proclaiming isnt really that bad.

Yeah, i know he is dam spas can.

You know, i never actually thought that anyone would even have a crush on me.

People hate me.

I met this guy(up) in City Harvest Church.

He was really really fun to around and to talk to.

And like, he's really spas too!! haha.

At that time, i would have NEVER guessed we'll ever be together. at all. really.

I didnt even think he'll even like like me.

Someone so awesome wouldnt like someone like me.

Okay the funny thing is, we were just PRETENDING to be together cuz he wanted to see like how many "girlfriends" he could get, valentine's day was coming.

Apparantly, i was girlfriend number 16 or something. cant remember.

So anyways, we chatted and stuff.

And he called the first night we chatted and i fell for him(gosh this is cheesy).(((:

I SWEAR I COULDNT STOP THINKING BOUT HIM. had bad sleep luh. i blame him.

And dont know why and how we just got together after that.

Oh. did i tell u guys i might not be blogging for a week cuz im going to new zealand))):

Unless i bring my laptop, but it still depends if the place will have a connection.

Baby everything u do just makes me love you more.

I really love you.<3

I'm gonna miss u real bad in new zealand. i wish i didnt have to go. bah.

Quote of the day:

when i first knew that love could be true

it raised me up from being sick and blue

and youll find,

youll see,

youre fine.

youll change your mind,

when life gets you down ill be right by your side

cuz i would do anything for you...

2006-06-06T15:46:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
I decided to get a new blog cuz i was lazy to change the skin of the old one.
I think this skin is absolutely gorgeous. really. it is.
The flowers just turn me on.

Anyways, i finally got visual proof of my weight!!

5kgs till my ideal weight!!
i've been skipping for at least 10min(nobreaksluhpeople) everyday, so u know hopefully ill grow taller too.(:

And here's some amusement. i think you guys will like it. I dont really care if he sees it.
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HAHA.

Quote of the day:
someone buy the guitar from miles.!!((((:

hello

2006-06-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

hellohello. i moved here. yes.